Suddenly, today, I remember why I made absurd requests.

Because my buddy friend made those requests of me. Because he just didn't want to see them, not because of memories or because things changed, but because he just didn't want to see them, they were the past and you don't leave things on the table when you move on now, do you? So I guessed if I felt that way, it would be normal to ask to be removed, etc. because well - hello present, so long yesterday.

It's not about hiding or ignorance - sometimes it's just thin layers of dignity and circumstances of selfish and human nature.

But I guess I'm only good enough for half the run.