Noblesse Oblige

:)

2011-11-07T06:55:00.001+08:00

Alrighty~
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Oh and that too

2011-08-15T01:04:00.001+08:00

I wanna get my degree and spend a month studying a particular kind of electronics. For some strange reason, I hope that my idea will not only be innovative and post-modernistic, but financially beneficial. I mean c'mon, who doesn't wanna buy nice things for the family?

I hope I remember you, my random ambition.
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2011-07-26T10:55:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, today, I remember why I made absurd requests.

Because my buddy friend made those requests of me. Because he just didn't want to see them, not because of memories or because things changed, but because he just didn't want to see them, they were the past and you don't leave things on the table when you move on now, do you? So I guessed if I felt that way, it would be normal to ask to be removed, etc. because well - hello present, so long yesterday.

It's not about hiding or ignorance - sometimes it's just thin layers of dignity and circumstances of selfish and human nature.

But I guess I'm only good enough for half the run.

Mono a mono

2011-06-10T13:25:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I'm excited and genuinely want to help, support and more. I'm not sure how to say it though. Hmm.
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Moments

2011-06-02T01:49:00.001+08:00

Work work. Boss is going to be in town for a few days starting Friday, *sigh*... Then manager is going for some backpacking trip for a week! WOOOHOO!

This module is draining me - because of other people's incompetence. Am I to solve every problem? There is a difference between turning to me for a solution, respecting my ideas, considering the possible ways, (etc) and expecting me to solve all your issues and mistakes. I did my part. Coming up with a focus does not mean I provide the entire solution - go do your work. I constantly do mine, I try my best to be informed although I am not that all-knowing, but I TRY. It really helps when you try. Don't call me and ask me why the situation has fucked up. Oh is it because I'm not there? So it means that I didn't fuck it up. I've been holding it together. /rant complete

10 days to study sunny goh's notes. Am not going to have much time to nuah this weekend. ): I'm not neglecting you Joanne! Please don't feel down or alone, I know you're weary but I'm still here for u! ^^

I hope my mom doesn't miss me too much. Sometimes I worry. Especially at night. I'm glad she has things she likes to do though. I shall have dinner with her this weekend, perhaps~

Okay. Eyes closing. Sleepy. Tomorrow will be an exciting day. Because I say so :D

<I>I'll share my happiness with you. Sometimes I end up sharing other stuff that you might not want, but I promise that I'll always share my happiness with you.</I>

***I'm not exaggerating, but this has been the most amazing present I have received from someone (other than mom & dad) for my birthday.

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roll over

2011-05-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

So I have to keep reminding myself that I am my greatest enemy.
And I'm a pretty formidable enemy of myself.

My left shoulder is killing me. I just want to sleep.
And then I remember that I can't, because I'm still fighting with myself.

slumber

2011-05-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

Dearest fell asleep on my bed already. Ahahaha we're too old to stay up late - especially not after a whole day of work.

^o^/

Mom is happy to see me; she kept repeating herself over and over.

Somehow, I feel like cooking instant noodles with luncheon meat and egg. But not now. Maybe I'll play pokemon until I fall asleep, then wake up and cook a midnight snack.

Or just sleep until the sun comes up.

AP

2011-05-23T03:05:00.001+08:00

missing sleep because of angry birds.
Angry birds because it feels weird to fall asleep far away from you.

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Clean clean

2011-05-17T22:47:00.001+08:00

Spent the entire weekend plus the public holiday to clean mm mm's room!

And I have a corner to sleep in now. And a smelly down blanket to line the floor of it!

Wahh I smell feng you O_O

All you need is love

2011-05-15T02:35:00.001+08:00

Whale got surgery. ><

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Scoop

2011-05-13T16:38:00.000+08:00

When you feel that one dream has passed, you can always dream again, until the day you die.
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I am one with the rain

2011-05-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

Caught in the rain - hahaha, it's been such a long time. The only not-fun part is that I still have to work, so I spent close to an hour using the hand dryer to dry my socks, shoes and shirt! >:

In other news: Why can't I find nice pokemon to use in Pokemon Black? They're either ugly, or cute and useless. Some of you might say that's just like all the other versions - but Red/Blue had normal looking strong pokemon! *TSK*

Ahh, the weekend is here again. #Friday.

More time with my sweets mm mm =D

rollsrolls

2011-05-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Mm mm is watching tv! >< *rolls*

half-roll

2011-04-27T00:04:00.005+08:00

Every moment is like treasure, precious, true.

Silly little things fly through the cracks, but we never let them in between.

Ahh. My back hurts. I'm getting old. TO THE SHOWER!

It's just you and me and everything we can be.

Tobaccoffice

2011-04-25T09:38:00.004+08:00

10 minutes waiting for the lift - to enter an office that smells of freshly smoked cigarettes. And then my boss left for a meeting. WITH my supervisor. WITH one of my colleagues.

And so now I'm left in office with... MY DS, PSP AND MY LAPTOP - and a minor task which I shall finish with gusto in under 15 minutes.

---

I ~~could~~ geot used to you. =)

SouthWest

2011-04-21T18:09:00.001+08:00

What determines self-worth?

Ahh. It's going to rain tomorrow afternoon.

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Neat

2011-04-21T00:06:00.001+08:00

Please don't chase me away.

It's frightening how... Well, it just is.

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Make up your mind

2011-04-17T23:45:00.001+08:00

Another happy weekend!

Ingrid. Note to self to check out their youtubes etc.

... somehow i'm too lazy to type anyhting now. XD

Highlight

2011-04-09T00:27:00.001+08:00

Joanne is like my highlighter; every time I'm with sweets, everything is colourful and delightful and wheeee~ :3

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Very much

2011-03-30T14:02:00.001+08:00

I feel like I'm missing something, not sure what to do except to find you again. >< 4more hours!
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Spice

2011-03-30T09:34:00.002+08:00

Everything was laced with the Thai Tom Yam spice!!!
And Thailand farted about 2854 times while we walked the streets.
Left with 11kg, returned with 25kg O_O THAT'S 14kg of STUFF

In office now, wearing new shoes, jacket and T-shirt haaha XD
Back to work...

And already...

Foxtrot

2011-03-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

Got some rest last night.
Have been driving to work 4 days in a row now! I wonder if I leveled up yet. I hate changing lanes on the expressway though.

Back to work!

just a few more hours until I get to see you again!

bouncey

2011-03-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

I caught Muu muu & Mii mii for Joanne today =D
Well first I caught Mii mii within two tries.
Then after presenting Mii mii to Joanne, I saw the brown and white one (Muu muu) and decided, hey I already know how this machine works - why not?
*Puts in token* Muu muu falls out!!! Even before I move the claw!!! HAHAHA and I STILL WENT AHEAD and caught another black kitten+mouse!
I think I have an integrity and conscience to not cheat (Chaotic Good, remember?) because I just stood there and asked the lady to come and take out Muu muu - leaving the poor black cat behind. (of course when I said "both fell out" she said "oh I can't give you both!" to which I replied "that's fine I really just want the brown one only")
And we proceeded to waste about 5 x $1.50 on Bishi Bashi - AND COMPLETED IT. /Geeks.
All that after an extensively filling dinner at Ichiban Boshi >< I love meals with Joanne! (Oh we bumped into Shin. mindfcking!)

I hope that I have time to fix sweet's air-con, or find a way to get the water to not drip tomorrow D: I didn't know she is cranky without air-con... (I mean there ARE times we've taken naps / slept without air-con so... oh well) Maybe I should go fix the mosquito net soon?

I know that I'm a troublesome and annoying boy, and I stick so close that I might not be very "ideal" or "what you had in mind" perhaps. But I sincerely hope that you love me and are not stretched out by me being like that. Please love me! >w<

Couldn't sleep. AND I itch. Tsk. BUTTT I ended up playing Bejeweled on Facebook and I got a whopping 511,750 Hi-score - which I proceeded to taunt Rosy with (HAHAHA). Okay now it's REALLY late and mom wants me to drive again tomorrow. Not good for health. Can I take a nap on Satruday afternoon? Hmm... when do I pack my bags? Thursday night after class?

Every thing you do, makes me wanna go NYAAAAAAHH!

Audit

2011-03-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

I feel like I made a really good day turn sour.
But I want to build something with you so strong, sure and good, that a chip in the wall will mean nothing but just a few seconds - and it dissipates.
Maybe I really am quite selfish amidst all of my selfless actions - making them naught.

But life isn't so easy, is it. Thank you for holding on to me, always, and never letting go, not even when I'm a silly brat and wanting things my way and, well, wanting you to myself.
You always shake me from my illusions and give me the warmth and trust that I will not take for granted.

Amidst all of this - I love you more and more. I pray that I am able to be less troublesome to you, less tiresome and most of all, take care of you and make you happy all the time. Muu muu and Mii mii too. I hope they are watching over you when I'm not around ><

To shower and to bed. I wish I could be your escape, your refuge and shelter, and your safe place to call home one day. (Oh kay I think I want to be your everything.)

T_T I need some rest too. Looking forward to the holiday with you. And the many tomorrows that we will have together. And more.
-
Thanks gene for the stick. I think I need one every now & then when I'm alone at night to remind me of who I really am. Chaotic( haha).

Italics

2011-03-22T01:19:00.002+08:00

Ahh.
I GET THE CAR ON SATURDAY. *excited*
/goes to prepare CDs/
wait - I has no CDs. pls buy CDs tomorrow Chris.
THAILAND is drawing closer. Time to change munny, drag my luggage down from the shelf!

I can't wait to see Mm mm again~ Just being in the same room or looking at her makes me feel like I'm where I should be. Like we're not lost.

Goodnight!

Daymare

2011-03-21T08:13:00.001+08:00

I daydream too much. Not the kind that's distracting and gets me walking into walls, more the self-mindfck type.

Happy thoughts! 5more days to Thailand with Joanne~ ^^ ahahaha awesome!!!

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Nibbles

2011-03-21T00:37:00.004+08:00

J-Obsession was wonderful. Made a few mistakes again - but I'll learn.

Joanne showed up in cosplay on day 2!!! 8D /shall not post pictures since, well, I don't post pictures.

Spent the entire Sunday sleeping - save for lunch and dinner with Mm mm's family.
Rented DVDs - there's always something about renting/buying a DVD that makes it different from downloading xD
Funny things happen when we're together =) "Say a command:"

OwO

2011-03-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

Joanne created a cute little group on my MSN just for herself.
I love her very much ^^ Ahaha~

I love the way we constantly remind each other of ... each other =D

I can't wait to see her in 8 hours ><
Gonna go shower and pack. Long weekend.

Kovanator.

According to

2011-03-17T10:32:00.000+08:00

JQ.雁翔 says: u so silly such a big lump of like, boy

Asa-gohan

2011-03-17T09:41:00.001+08:00

We woke up late, and tired. Rain makes it feel even worse to go to work.
Left my wallet at Joanne's place T_T
Buuuuuut... dum dee dum~ Mm mm bought Mee Siam (and I, Nasi Lemak with lontong)!

I can't stop the rain - but I can hold you till it goes away.

2011-03-17T01:24:00.001+08:00

Lunch with Joanne is always so awesome :3

I wanna buy a Kaosillator Pro! I would embed the youtube demo here, but I'm on my phone, half asleep while waiting for Joanne to shower.

^^
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White Day

2011-03-14T02:28:00.001+08:00

Nyargh I burnt two fingers and they're soft and uncomfortable.
Drove Joanne home today, then drove back ALONE! I need to burn a CD for the car...
I like where everything is going too (:

*rolls* need sleep. >< Goodnight~
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Lights

2011-03-11T02:11:00.001+08:00

Seriously want a car.

Even more seriously wanna get together. Like, seriously. :)

First things first, shower, pack and sleep!
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Ai

2011-03-09T01:55:00.001+08:00

No matter how much of a man I'll ever be (to you), I'll always be your silly little boy. ><

Every day, I swim in this river of happiness and love.
And every moment, you give me another reason to love you more.
Sometimes we may drown in its depth and try to climb to the surface to breathe a little.
But there's no denying that I want to stay, I want this - forever.
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ohaithar

2011-03-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

So I've always thought people call to ask for advice/help because I know random shit here n there.

And then I frustrate the one person I call to help.

Tsk. dnw.

stickies 2

2011-03-08T00:46:00.001+08:00

Haha Mm mm and I wore matching clothes today.

And my head is feeling a little light so I'm going to bed now.

ghpiwhagsjh

2011-03-03T02:56:00.003+08:00

I hope my bag is still at Astons. I hope it really still is there tomorrow morning. I don't want to lose the present that mm mm got me & the vouchers my mom gave me too. Tsk.

On a happier note, I drove today! Thanks Sab, wooo~
Well, technically I drove from Clementi -> TPY -> MacPherson -> Kovan. Wow.

Castles in the Sky

2011-02-28T09:51:00.002+08:00

I just realised how mindboggling my blog can be - it's not entirely about my life, my thoughts, my crappy poetry nor isit focused in any direction at all. Sometimes, it's filled with posts that don't even make sense the next minute I read.

So here's the weekend.
Awesome.

So here's my view of this week.
Ugh, driving test, wry.

And here's some poetry.
I wanna hold your hand.

And here's some abstract nonsense.
Cheese.

At least I'm getting paid pretty okay for now...

FuuFu 夫婦

2011-02-28T00:48:00.001+08:00

旦那 danna
妻 tsuma

I should really be sleeping. :3

Ibutand

2011-02-27T22:51:00.001+08:00

I don't know what this is in words,
But I do know that this is what it is,
And I can't wait to be with you again.

dnw to go home w/o u D:

/whines
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Yours truly

2011-02-25T12:14:00.001+08:00

^^
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I'm not that far away

2011-02-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

Pull me closer.

I'm only a few words away sometimes.

I'm not sure really, but I hold on to the things that I'm sure of.

And I'm left wondering why it feels a little cold tonight, I can't help but feel stupid at myself.

I'm really not that far away - I really want to see you again.
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Focuzn

2011-02-24T10:29:00.001+08:00

Eating macs the night before gives you killer fart and kickass poop.

I can't wait for my laptop to arrive. We are such geeks. Sat->Sun, Mon->Tue->Wed. Sprawling all over the place is just so nice. Sometimes, aiming to achieve nothing and achieving nothing is the best goal to set and you still get the feeling of "achievement" because, well, you achieved your goal.

Today, tomorrow - WEEKEND!

I'm glad that my mm mm is sorta better. ^^
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WYY

2011-02-23T09:57:00.001+08:00

Two silly little people, one not so silly big future.

Part belief, part hard work - all love.

Ahahaha ^^
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Wheee

2011-02-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

>_< Mm mm is in the shower... she's feeling so much better now, and I managed to take a day off to take care of her ^^

Can we just live simple lives, fluster over random things and enjoy every single moment we have? =) I think so. haha~

earbud

2011-02-21T23:31:00.001+08:00

Tsk, I keep writing random poetry that maketh no senseth. (yes I stare at the letters and they form words which form phrases which form things that don't make sense 5 minutes later)

//

I wish I could be there every moment.

Poetry on uncertain certainty

2011-02-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

These screams which can't be heard ring deafening silence inside my head, creep into a new existence that fears itself.
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Two geeks, Games, and alot of alone time

2011-02-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

I love quiet weekends! Especially a relaxing Sunday to end / start the week. Nothing compares to you.

I'm feeling heaty. I can feel my breath melting my guts inside out. UGh. Do not like.

And I know I require tolerance and patience and a whole lot of loving. <3

Paranoir in colour

2011-02-19T03:25:00.001+08:00

Distance is what keeps us apart.
But I'll always try to walk to you.
Will you walk to me too? ^^

Sleepytime.
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one step back, two steps forward.

2011-02-19T02:18:00.003+08:00

Dear me,

please stop messing up things.
please stop blowing up an impasse.
please stop feeling so helpless.

thank you.

P.S. please stop hurting - even if unintended.

confused - or plain paranoid

2011-02-19T02:15:00.005+08:00

I want to be there for you. Maybe I need to learn how. And fast.

/Silly little boy with his silly little thoughts and his silly little jealousy. But so very much loving you.

\\\insert shitty stuff haha\\\

But I sit down and listen to myself.
And I just realise how much I love you.

1 more moment

2011-02-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

You're more than "enough" for me, but I can never get 'enough' of you, and words will never be (enough).

I'm liking my job. So far. I managed to squeeze time to find mm mm today, cuddle and coddles~ ^^

Friday - but hardly a weekend. At least Sunday is a full day of rest for us. Together ^^

Return

2011-02-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

I spent the last 7 years asking why; distancing myself from my greatest fear. I cast away my pride & ask that You hear my cry again. It's funny how I nearly tweeted this, welcome to the 21st century.

Matthew 11:28 "Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." (KJV)

I felt a peace like no other when I was left behind, I will never be afraid. 8 years later when I have found someone to hold on to, to love and cherish, I pray for the same compassion and blessing - I don't know what to offer that can compare.
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Unstable

2011-02-16T08:53:00.001+08:00

I need to be more firm. I feel everything swaying, like I'm losing grip - but I know I'm not.

Mm mm is not well. I pray that she would get well soon, I want her to be happy, I wish I could do something about it and not keep messing all the little things up instead because I'm perpetually worried. I wish I could give her the strength she needs.
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Knots

2011-02-16T01:21:00.002+08:00

I feel horrible. And I don't want to hide it. Because I don't want you to hide anything too ><" (tsk so trying to be balanced all)
Maybe there are just some things I'm not - even though I try to be your everything. I'm feeling so lost right now that all I can think of is that you can love me for what I am, and what I can be, and that it may be just about enough for you.

I wish we had more time together. I miss our quiet days.

3.5

2011-02-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

I wish I was your everything, because I cannot get enough of you. Our past creeps up from the dust, but it'll never take hold of what we have today and tomorrow.

I may not have the words to explain what love is, but I have all the love I can give - and I give it to you.

Happy Valentines Joanne~mm mm!
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Just a lil' prayer because I really mean it

2011-02-14T02:33:00.000+08:00

I remember when you were unwell and couldn't sleep, and I would worry about the things u tried to do to get sleep.
Now that I love you, I'm always worrying when you're unwell, because you'd rather be happy and energetic.
I pray you will regain your strength and be happy with yourself, and continue to be so adorable~
XD g'nite~
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Ow My Arm

2011-02-12T05:10:00.007+08:00

Why does my left shoulder hurt so badly?
Can someone remind me please stop using it for a week? I can barely lift any weight or lift my own arm for that matter.
It hurts so bad, I can't sleep now. I'm damn sleepy.

Lecturer sucks. I swear I'm so glad Iron Maiden is on Tuesday so I have a legitimate excuse to skip one lecture. Can't wait for THIS module to be over.

I'm worried for mm mm. I wish I could make everything better. Silly little boy is me.
I never intended to leave, I guess I just said so because I felt useless. It's complicated. But I didn't leave, nor did I want to. I just wanted/want/wanting to be there.

KNIFE - I liked Vocaloid, then got really really sick of Vocaloid, and then this song came along.

Niam

2011-02-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

Sticky'r'us. Thursday-Friday, Saturday-Sunday.
Ahaha!

CNY - I finally understand why some people try to "siam" the holiday by going overseas. YK says our generation will abolish the traditions once we become elders, lol?

Fixed mm mm's laptop. Yay! We can play games online together again...

Stoning on the MRT home. Awesome jamming today, this is how fun music can be.
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Sketch Our Love

2011-02-05T03:15:00.005+08:00

Nyanpire

2011-02-03T04:38:00.002+08:00

Leaving for Malaysia to visit po-poh. Mom says she lost weight ):
I'll miss mm mm; don't like feeling so far away.

Anyway, this reminds me of mm mm!

Gonna nap on the chair while waiting for mom to get ready.
Happy Lunar New Year.

W

2011-01-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

...
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Later

2011-01-30T11:31:00.000+08:00

Left mm mm at home so she can sleep some more, going to werk now. Zzz. Waddled thru 3-inch deep puddles (purely rainwater, thankfully) and my umbrella chui'ed right from the start.
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2011-01-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

Medley
DJ got us falling in love again - USHER \\\ A 3 2 1 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tqEUdv9taX4&feature=fvst
Dynamite - Taio Cruz \\\ A 3 2 5 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUjdiDeJ0xg
Viva La Vida - Coldplay \\\ A 1 2 5 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvgZkm1xWPE

Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NQIPVqLMUg

somewhere over the rainbow / canon in D - punk cover
It's All Been Done - Bare Naked Ladies

Plus

2011-01-29T14:55:00.001+08:00

Resourceful - my second greatest compliment, and I am glad to be recognised for it.
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say what

2011-01-26T03:02:00.001+08:00

My mom just sms'ed me goodnight from her room. LOL

I think I'm quite selfish.
I hope you don't mind.

in the midst of everything,

2011-01-25T04:40:00.001+08:00

it means a lot to me when you said you're sorry, that you want to be with me.

^^ Just thought you should know. Because you're precious.

夢の中

2011-01-25T04:27:00.002+08:00

一人は寂しい
でも苦しいはない
二人は幸せ
だけど一緒に強気なる

もう一度、頑張って

Oblige

2011-01-25T02:44:00.002+08:00

Respect yourself.
Because nobody can respect you more than you do.

I know I can be controversial and ironic.
But some things I just want to throw a brick at.
Or put a mirror in front of shit throwers.

And I feel stupid for being hopeful, and shifting my efforts.
I spent a few minutes regretting, so now I'm not regretting - action.

I love you, and the desires of your heart.

...

2011-01-25T01:34:00.001+08:00

ouch.

Right now now

2011-01-25T01:21:00.001+08:00

If I could - I would just throw a brick in a certain someone's face.
I don't need to explain why.

It's save a whole lot of people from your misery and bullshit.

Bleach

2011-01-24T03:55:00.002+08:00

I have nothing left to hide.
I have no where to hide; I don't want to hide.

I'm sleepy and typing partial nonsense.

So what if there's some baggage here and there? I'll help clean out the dust, loosen your grip on the heavy and watch you fly.

my eyes defy my fingers. to bed. to see you again.
pls take care of smelly tok.

Stickies

2011-01-24T03:53:00.001+08:00

It tastes like love when you're around; being together alone beats being alone together.
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Rem

2011-01-23T04:05:00.003+08:00

Okay so I ended up staring at the posts from March 2006 - probably the most active period of my life that I can remember rather clearly. Why? Because it was full of music, music & music.

I can't believe the number of gigs I went to, watching 10 days of MOSAIC MUSIC FESTIVAL straight (actually I was working but heck) buying CDs which I DON'T KNOW WTF THEY ARE NOW and organizing underground gigs in which bands have grown out of (omg Rock Ex used to host Summer's Over and YK's ex-band too and probably many more people that I met and forgot BLAH)

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We're horrible people when we're tired=cranky but one minute later, it's as though it was just a bad joke.
Even though your quirks are equivalent to "why does the Sun rise?", I find each and every one of them endearing ^^ it's as though "irritate the heck out of one another" is actually a perfectly positive thing to say.

Day toNight toDay

2011-01-22T05:48:00.001+08:00

Had a great lunch with Tim at Ayam Bakar (Lucky Plaza), it's always fun to meet up with those who have similar goals or passions as oneself.
While it's true that not all of us do not work for charity, we can't be creating an event at the expense of our rice bowl. In this day and age, anything that has the potential to earn profits is snapped up so fast by the business minded that one has to wonder if humanity can survive without capitalism.
Maybe one day we'll be rich and be able to throw in money and not worry about risking a loss.

Lying on mm mm's floor falling asleep. I wanna shower T_T *groans* I need to bring a bag of clothes I think? ><" It's a Saturday, I rly hope the parentals don't mind... *eek*

8hrs of gaming is x_X I am no longer the youth, no matter how hard I try (I'm in my twenteens, what). Okay I think I passed the sleepy mark - I now feel very awake and fidgety. Oh joy, to the shower...
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Sushi (Gin no Sara)

2011-01-21T05:09:00.002+08:00

LOL this takes the cake for sushi advertisement.

Direct: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OrPnk9AgwzU&feature=player_embedded
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Ether Nether

2011-01-21T05:03:00.002+08:00

I feel strange - it's as though once I pass the 2am mark, I can't go to sleep. Keep getting back up and ADD'ing youtube, manga/anime, music...

Looking forward to Saturday~! Mm mm is gonna get new hair, then nuah, then empty some bottles. Oh, and did I mention I'm loving the extremely boring and blank layout? I was gonna make it bright and cheerful, but somehow I like this carbon-fibre grey textures with a touch of (not-annoying) orange.

Tsk. I miss you already. Have been, since I last saw you. *ngyiam*

Ice Ice

2011-01-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

LOL I got -12 points on my TP (driving test) out of the maximum -20. But wait! Mount curb = -985631780552 pts.
GG pls try again.
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未来

2011-01-20T03:39:00.002+08:00

一緒に祭りに行こうよ

Dream Fighter

2011-01-20T01:16:00.003+08:00

Please remember to send mm mm home earlier.
We are just so sticky xD

私のそばにいて~Stay by my side~

Travel

2011-01-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

I really don't mind the distance. The moderately quiet night trains are nice.

But sometimes, all I can think about is - when will I see you again?

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Tell myself

2011-01-19T06:02:00.001+08:00

I think. I think no matter what, I am truly controversial. I still believe that I stand firm, but no matter how I look at it, I can't help but feel silly.

You know something? I'm ironically happy. Because it makes perfect sense for me to feel / think this way. Because that's who I am, who we are, what I want to be.

Ah, I can only hope to wake up and forget. But I won't, because I want to remember me.

And if I cannot remember you, I want to remember us.
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Skept

2011-01-19T05:29:00.004+08:00

Ugh. I feel like something is crawling under my skin.

I kid you not, I creep myself out sometimes. It's almost as if something wants to be set loose, but cannot because I placed a barrier. Still, it wants out. Maybe this means something. Maybe I just need to get off the keyboard and onto the bed.

Back to reality, when will I start working. I have to really stop staying up late alone. I think I have an inability to produce Serotonin when I am alone + after 1am.

Therefore, I resolve to sleep by 1am unless otherwise accompanied.

I swear, it's not funny when I possess a mind that wanders freely, vividly and imaginatively. It goes against my ideals sometimes, or even what I trust myself to be.

NSFW is an understatement, but I shall rofl as you click on this and roll off your chair.

ilike

2011-01-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

Haha mm mm has mirror image pimples.

Interesting

2011-01-17T02:31:00.003+08:00

I'm intrigued by how an old blog has wasted 2 hours of my life - simply trying to re-learn CSS style texts and organize the layout.

So there, this blog is alive again.

Tagging?

2011-01-17T02:30:00.002+08:00

Seriously, blogger doesn't allow mobile posting + tagging? (mail2blog + tag)

Ah, but nothing is perfect.

Obviously Tag

2011-01-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

Obviously I dunno how to include a tag in a mobile post.
Obviously I dunno how to edit the blogger template anymore, because CSS cascading style texts seem to be failboat.
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Where you are

2011-01-16T01:44:00.001+08:00

Haha mm mm fell asleep... shall try to work on the CSS coding to tidy up this layout...

Combos FTW

2011-01-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

For S$4.90, a giant bag of combos.
I'm craving it now.
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Quote Test Post

2011-01-14T11:43:00.001+08:00

Don't let the shadows steal your light.
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OH MY WHAT!!!

2011-01-14T05:11:00.003+08:00

WOW OKAY MY BLOG IS ALIVE AND MY POSTS ARE STILL AROUND.

SAY WHAT?

Blogger supports image posting through mobile. THEREFORE: I'm switching back, until LJ can provide better support. Rawr.

yay

2007-04-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

test test youtube is not loading at all these few days

2007-01-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

OMG IT'S MY BASS ON A CUTE CHICK

2006-12-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

and a closeup of her...

blogging

2006-12-20T05:28:00.000+08:00

is fun but blogger is just too laggy. is there any simple way to just blog simple stuff? a photo and 100 words, that's all i ask. if any of u know of such a thing, pls tag me a solution, thx!

A sad song keeps playing, on and on...

2006-12-18T08:02:00.000+08:00

If u have one day of your life to spare, go and watch Elfen Lied.

it's an awesome anime in many aspects,
- it's what u get when u cross Chobits and Akira
- the concept is amazing
- the artistic qualities are totally mind-blowing
- it's one of the best in terms of colour and detail
- decent voice overs that don't spoil the mood (no cheesy lines whatsoever)

and it'll teach you alot about being a human being too.

prepare to be emo tho. oh, and it contains gore and nudity, so those who shy away, you have been warned.

i'm still suffering from the recoil of such an impact.

flabba blabba

2006-12-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

1) why do churches preach hypocritical stuff? "get your friends to come to church", "pursuade them", "talk to them", etc. but nobody says, "but if their parents' do not allow, then the matter should be pursued in a different way".
A gets B to go to church knowing that B's parents' fully object such, yet encourage B to lie so that B can have a look-see and get a taste of church. i do not understand how God will bless either of the two in such a matter.

2) if the spirit touches you, if the gospel touches you, if the word speaks to your heart, then you are enlightened of much. if you've heard it countless times and yet you're stone cold to any of it, maybe you haven't been directed in the correct way, or the light didn't manage to shine into the dark areas of your heart, or maybe your eyes were closed to the light, or whatever. either way, it's a "yes or no situation".

3) how do people lead lovey-dovey lives of comforting themselves or others with reasons that will not lead to repentence? i don't see how the people of today will feel the pain of sin if others say, "it's alright, God will forgive you, the devil has tempted you and you are special and loved and blah blah blah and blah and so just get right back up". WHERE DID THE LINE "repent, and leave your earthly ways behind" go??? the bible is no longer quoted.

4) how do CHRISTIANS manage to PUT DOWN their brethen, "hey you don't do this that this that blah blah this that, eeew! argg, loser! what a doink, u know it's a sin!" do you not hold the bible true to your heart, that you should not discourage one another but live and walk in the same path of salvation?

5) squabble squabble. it gets worse with adults. congregation/mass, when people are seperated with walls and barriers. it's just like this: imagine lotsa people really like this singer, DUDE. but whenever u go to his concerts, everyone is staring at the stage, cheering for him. someone steps on another's toe. a fight follows. security comes in and takes those involved away, and maybe a few mistaken innocents around the culprits. why? cuz nobody realised that the person next to him shares something in common.
NOW, add another factor into the picture. the singer, DUDE, wishes that all his fans love each other, tolerate each other and are at peace with one another. and the same toe stepping then fighting follows. the picture just got uglier.
AND NOW, place that analogy on God and his children. how much uglier did the picture just get?

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side notes,

christian teenagers like to "sigh" alot when something bad happens, when a brethren falls or when anger and hate is directed at him/her.

they also seem to form "clicks" within their own denomination or church, and "disagree" with other teenage groups from other churches regarding worship or gospel. C'MON, the gospel is written in black and white, and worship is just simply singing a love song to Him, the lines of WRONG and RIGHT are BOLD AND CLEAR, STOP drawing YOUR OWN borders and lines which later turn into walls and disunity!

people are getting very, very, very guilable. "oh no, mr preacher on stage don't get any money from the church, nono he lives on very little and doesn't hide anything" - ya, he just came here on a sunday morning on the SBS bus from his HDB 3 room with his harversack carrying all his material and wearing a second hand suit and a polyester tie, see the way it shines like polyester does. and how come none of you saw him? OR MAYBE, he came here in a Lexus SUV from his service apartment in some street that you've never heard of before and carried only a book and a PDA. oh and that tie he's wearing, oh no that's no ordinary silk, you must've been born with a missing gene meant for brain development.

on an unrelated matter,

i don't understand why
i don't know how
i don't know
but the way
the melting way
the beckoning way
the lighthearted way
unbearable
unreachable
unthinkable
unenjoyable

but then - issues
with issues

too bad i'm not a dreamer for the sky
not had maybe never i don't wanna try
too mad am i senseless and numb
not sad just if

crazy.

hints: kame, 1st row 4th from the left, __-01-11-15, harmonies and melodies, an sland xpressway? i have (as fei would put) "befuddled" myself, and hopefully you.

anime

2006-10-23T07:24:00.000+08:00

give me more anime.

blogspot.com is getting slobby and slow hence my lack of blogging. it takes more than 2 mins to sign in and 5 mins to publish. go fish.

dota is the most fun game when u have nothing to do. or rather, nothing interesting to do.

MMORPGs are pointless but fun nonetheless. World Of Warcraft is tempting but i'll say no.

Viceroy = mentos

<3 Tsumara Tokiko
<3 girl from Yakitake
<3 japanese girls

zzz

Emo Teamo.

2006-10-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

And i suspect the worst may not be over yet.

Emo Shemo.

2006-10-04T04:58:00.000+08:00

TODAY (3 Oct 2006) is the emo-est day on earth, as far as i have seen. roller coaster rides and rock n roll gone wrong.

whatever it is, i really wish, hope and pray for all my friends' sanity, and offer a helping hand whenever, wherever.

for those looking for the videos i've taken, here's the link to my youtube account

http://youtube.com/profile?user=CrispyEgg